M.T. Kelly

Above: The Author Today.

        THEMES, PASSIONS, a way of being, are much clearer in what someone writes that they can be in such histories as I have just laid forth. I can simply say I have been a writer most of my life, have worried about it, have done some work, maybe not enough, had a difficult childhood and an intense relationship with my mother – so often that seems to be the case with writers – have been a searcher and suffered like everyone else, and have been touched by things which redeem. I have wondered about fathers and have loved being a father myself, and a writer.

My wife Lynn King died on March 5, 2005. Here is a poem in her memory.

THE DAY

For Lynn King. April 1943 - March 2005

The day the word that death was used

"I want to live," you said.

Not "to see spring again", or

"to stop the suffering": words that

others offered, but surely for those

gestures which, unique to you,

like wearing lovely navy colours

on a leaden day, cast a shattering gleam

off yet another steel procedure.

It was heraldry, it was grace;

Your bravery, our smiles.

M.T. Kelly

        The aftermath of my wife's death lasted a long time, but I had Dr. George Awad to help me, one of the most important people in my life, a man I loved.

        I had stopped caring about writing with my wife's diagnosis, but that changed, with Dr. Awad's encouragement. I published.Downriver was printed, books are being re issued, articles where my work seemed really understood, as in T.F. Rigelhof's book, Hooked On Canadian Books: , The Good, The Better, and The Best Canadian Novels have appeared. To sum up I use the words of two writers who have made the world a much less lonely place. W.B. Yeats wrote of being my age:

" Never had I more
Excited, passionate, fantastical
Imagination, nor an ear and eye
That more expected the impossible -- "

And Carole, dearest friend, said to me in that way she had: "The thing I like about your work, Kel, is that you somehow always manage to get hope into it."
I believe that's still true.